Where the unbelieveable is believeable and a cookie is not just a cookie.
Mom to Mr. Handsome (aka "Chubs") and Ms. Beautiful (aka "Boo").
These are my thoughts on being a mom, being myself, and how Autism has changed our lives.
Thursday, August 11, 2005
Secret Thoughts
GABE
Sometimes I wonder what you are thinking. With each word we are getting closer, but I feel so far away. You say Daddy with such pride now. I smile at you and wonder will you ever say Mommy. Most of your words are the beginning sounds, but you say the word Bubbles with ease. What is keeping your words from me? There are long nights where I wonder if I will ever know what you are thinking. I miss knowing so much.
"Holding anger is a poison. It eats you from the inside. We think that hating is a weapon that attacks the person who harmed us. But, hatred is a curved blade...and the harm we do to others, we also do to ourselves." 5 People You Meet in Heaven
"All that is gold does not glitter, not all those who wander are lost; the old that is strong does not wither, deep roots are not reached by the frost. From the ashes a fire shall be woken, a light from the shadows shall spring; renewed shall be blade that was broken, the crownless again shall be king." J. R. R. Tolkein